Book Review : My Control ( Inside Out #4.5 ) by Lisa Renee Jones
My rating: 5 of 5 stars
The second book told from Mark’s POV.
In My Control we see just how broken Mark really is and just how far he’s willing to go to revenge Rebecca’s death.With all the fuss created by the investigation on Rebecca’s murder, Mark’s house is full with press so he gets himself a room in a hotel in San Francisco. He even calles Crystal to come over to get through gallery stuff.
Only that Crystal’s coming to his room is far from the intended discussion he had in mind. He’s lost every ounce of control he had left and feels the need to do something, otherwise he’ll lose it all.
He’s wanted to tell Rebecca how he felt but rough exterior and his big ego, didn’t allow him to do so, and know she’ll never know how he felt about her. Even if, at first he denied that he didn’t love her, now he realized that he truly did and she was more than just his submissive.
Mark’s being paid a visit by the head of Walker Security, Blake who informs him about the press swarming around the hotel, due to a staff leak. He knows there’s more than this leak, so he leaves Crystal alone in his hotel room, to go over the gallery stuff.
Once she opens the accordion file left on the coffee table, her eyes fall both on the the club’s selling contract and on Rebecca’s journal. Not knowing what to make out of it and driven by a small curiosity she opens it, reading the first entry. After putting it down, being unable to read more, she understands the reason that stands behind he’s selling the club and sees how much Rebecca loved Mark.
After hearing the news Blake and his attorney give him, Mark is set on finding Ava and Ryan and make them pay.
“I’m on a hunt now, and my prize is vengeance. I didn’t fight enough for her when she was alive. I’m damn sure going to do it now.”
How far he’s willing to go to revenge Rebecca’s death, remains to be seen.